| Innocence Lost. |
[Oct. 21st, 2008|06:47 pm] |
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Coming back to the states after spending the year abroad in Barcelona was not difficult at all. If you know me well enough, you already know that I adapt easily to different environments and I adjust fast. Drop me off in umm...the Mojave Desert...and I'll be just fine. I try to make the best out of any situation. Sure, I miss it and think about it every single day, but I'm just reminiscing, it's not exactly nostalgia. I was happy to be back in Southern California: it's comfortable, it's home.
However, I wasn't expecting the harsh reality check that was about to come... I wasn't ready for the TIMING of everything. OK, the first few weeks were all right; I was taking summer school and had the luxury of free time. I lived in Ellwood, kind of far from campus (like 4 miles) and it forced me to be active. Granted, I walked around everywhere in Europe (I had spent my last month there traveling all over...12 different cities with my lovely Hourie :) and we probably walked an average of 10 miles a day...maybe more. Anyways, this is going off on an unrelated tangent...), so I already was accustomed to the amount of walking. I started eating healthier, though it wasn't really a conscious effort, it just happened naturally. I just noticed an overall change in my habits. I was healthier, more active, and happier. Europe did me good.
Fast-forward toward the last week of summer school, life is still good. I met a boy I liked (I haven't liked someone since freshman year of high school...and even that was a superficial, stupid crush), and things were going great. Around this time, I get a phone call from my mom...and I knew something wasn't right. I don't want to go into details, but my home life is a wreck....
I'm going to finish this later. |
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[Aug. 13th, 2008|12:48 am] |
This is a test post from  , a fancy photo sharing thing. |
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| i can die happy now. |
[Jul. 22nd, 2006|12:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | She Don't Use Jelly - The Flaming Lips | ] |
wayne coyne is my hero. |
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| i'm impressed.... |
[Mar. 18th, 2006|03:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | impressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | How Lester Lost His Wife - Of Montreal | ] |
someone stole the back wheel of my bicycle during dead week.
edgar took a picture of it with his camera phone. it's still there. i'm too sad to go out and get it fixed.
edgar helped me translate what this guy was trying to tell me. honest to god, i had no idea what the hell he was saying.
random myspace guy: hat it iz lil mama? Don't let a nigga disturb yo groove I'm jus tryna network the flow feel me? So if u got time peep a muthafuckas shit out.
This me & some of the homiez down wit da NYTECRAWLA REKORDZ camp...yo support is greatly appreciated...best wishes 2 u & yo'z...1 luv
in english (thanks edgar!!): how is it going good looking female. just a quick message don't be alarmed. i just want to see if you like my sound. check it out if time allows. this is me and some collaborators. check it out, i'd strongly apprciate it. best wishes to you and thanks for your time.
i hate studying for finals. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stacked Crooked - The New Pornographers | ] |
i've decided i'm never partying again. |
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